♥ 12:59 AM
she makes empty promises. which means that she doesn't even fufill them.
stupid behavior.
everytime she said that she will go and do it. but then in the end she will never even touch that thing she was supposed to do.
AND THAT'S ME.
i dun noe why lar.
i think that this year was quite a waste. because i didn't really go and accomplish anything. except that i learnt "some" pipa skills. and that i got merit - 125/150 - in my piano exam.
i snatched the 7th position in class in the first semester.
but then i dropped.
and this caused me to write LOADS AND LOADS of posts of it. stupid right??
thot that i was a CHRISTIAN and Christians shudden really behave like this lor.
and this is what most people will say if they see me in this state.
and then i met good people. in CO. in 1 DEVOTION. ahahax
todae we woke up late. my father was really flared up. then he go and like scold us. BLOODY HELL. he even go and say things that are not related to that sleepin matter. ok. every time he was angry he will become like that. VENT IT ON US. RAKES UP ALL THAT STUPID PAST. SAYING MATTERS THAT'RE NOT RELATED. but then we are quite used to it. BUT THEN THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I.AM.NOT.ANGRY. so you know what i say when he left and we are eatin our breakfast??
"everytime oso like that. not related things he oso say. WHAT THE FUCK. if i am not a CHRISTIAN i will go and die in front of him."
ok. i know that i will become vulgar whenever i got angry. but then i am still a human. i am not like GOD. He is the kindest person in the world lar.
ok. i am sorry.
and i noe that this is the first time i ever said
fuck in my blog siax.
guess that this will like what you call.
make a commotion outta nuthin?
yupps. i promise that i wun use it for fun lars.
but then only whenever i am TRULY ANGRY. ande whatever matter that makes me angry is quite SERIOUS oredi lor.
whew. tired.
BoA's songs are nice. really nice. i love her singing voice.
guess that i am a bit addicted to dragonfable. and a book i borrowed at the bishan NLB.
hmms. the book rox!!
by the lake