♥ 1:30 AM
ermmm.
thot that i shud change mii blog design again..
budden i very tired liaoxx.
plae until no strength to even go and change...
haissh.
anticipatin Christmas to come. and hopin that time dun fly so fast.
i dunch noe why. weird feelin ehhs??
regretted that i scolded those vugarities in the last post.
I AM TRULY SORRY.
it's not that bcos i am a Christian that i "ACT ACT" okies??
sorry. that's all i can say, isn't it?
and i repent. i MUST AND WILL REPENT ON IT
right.
the Christmas play... i noe that i am just actin as a bypasser. budden i'm still not prepared to face the audience,
AND I DUNCH NOE IF MY MUM'S COMIN OR NOT...
sad, isn't it? only i am goin tho this church.
SPIRITUAL GRACE PREBYTERIAN CHURCH
wadeva church i go. it is still the same.
bcos i still believe in God.
but how do u suppose mii to go and accomodate. with those new faces?
with this kinda silly behavior?
i call miiself silly because i dun wanna AND dunno how to jus open mii mouth and say
"HI" or
"CAN WE BE FRIENDS?"
and i cried and cried and cried
hopelessly
because i dun realli hav any REAL friends
melissa. if u see this. pls dun misunderstand.
i jus feel that u are leavin mii.
gettin further.
tsk.
i hate mii tear glands.
because they are TOO DEVELOPED
they can jus drop tears without givin mii notice....
sometimes i jus hate mii self.....
by the lake
